...Why am I feeling so old and tired? Well, maybe because I really am :). I feel like drawing again. It helps me cope with depression and anxiety in a way no medication can. I don't know what happened to me. I used to look at my future years ahead clearly. Now it's just like the song "Both Sides Now" I am listening to right at this moment:
"I've looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
It's life illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all"
By the way, where is fall? It still feels like summer even though the Autumnal equinox has passed a couple of weeks ago! Where is my Autumn? See? weather is going crazy too :)